With an open mind, comes scary thoughts. Although sometimes peaceful, the ideas that one could compose are quite frightening when left alone. When not occupied with happiness and bliss, the mindset of some are terrifying..
& I am one of those people.
It’s probably the last thing you want to hear right now and it’s probably something you’re not gonna take into consideration at this moment, but this is for you and anyone else who has ever felt like this.
You can just feel the sting within the walls of your heart, the sound of your voice as it trembles with every syllable you dare to speak, and it just feels as if you’re collapsing beneath your own skin. I couldn’t possibly say ” I know how you feel ” because simply, I am not in your position right now, and I am not you. Although, I have felt my own despairs and emotional pains, no one can truly understand, but only present empathy. This is why I say I can only imagine how it feels, taking your feelings into consideration, it is just so upsetting to know you’re having to go through this. At this time, the people who love and care for you will tell you that everything is going to be okay. That everything will heal and that it is only a segment in your life that you just have to grow from. Sometimes that just isn’t enough to hear because until you truly understand that you will be okay, nothing is going to get better. It is you, and only you, who can change your mindset to a more positive perspective. Don’t blame yourself for the others opinions and emotions, for their lack of commitment, because if they don’t feel the same, it was their choice. The worse thing a relationship could be driven on is obligation, you should not feel to stay in a relationship if the feelings aren’t truly there. When you go through a situation where your mind, heart, and soul just break all at once, it is very difficult to collect yourself in the moment being. Time isn’t going to stop and how much you take out of it to heal just depends on you. It may take months, or maybe even years, but as it has been said, time can heals all wounds. The scars visibility will continue to show, and as it acts as a reminder to a moment of devastation, it is not there to remind you of pain, but rather let you reminisce about the moments of happiness if you look far beyond what is shown above the surface. How you face this situation is completely within your grasp, and how you go about it defines your character. Don’t forget about your strengths and the self-respect you owe to yourself. The happiness that you deserve and the self control you know you have. As well as for the people who love and care for your well being, as you hurt, they can feel it too. Always know and understand that you have loved ones surrounding you, people to keep your feet grounded, your head leveled, and to make you realize that you are not alone. The damage is done and now you can only repair what has been broken from here. Learn from this as it will make you stronger. Just don’t stop moving forward, because life has a sick and twisted way of working itself out. You are loved, you are blessed, you will be okay.
Said to be, ” Write to express, not impress ” . I agree with this statement 100% and although it took me a while to grasp this concept through the years, I learned to accept it in its entirety. I also have had the question of who am I expressing? Myself or another? When I write, I want it to mean more than what is written within the four walls, something that speaks out to people other than myself. I’m not trying to impress anyone, I’m trying to speak on behalf of those who don’t have a voice. I want to express these feelings and emotions that an individual on the other side of this planet can relate to. I want to know that I’m not the only one going through a certain situation. I write from experience and knowledge that I have well consumed from those around me. I want my pieces to mean more than just a like or a reblog, but I want them to be seen. I want them to be seen by those who need that voice and to let them know that they’re not the only one feeling that way. I write to inspire and to strengthen, not just of those I’m trying to reach out to, but myself as well.