… I’m numb.
Being hurt to a point where it doesn’t even matter what happens, synthetic or gratifying. It wouldn’t matter if your best friend stabbed you in the back or finding out that your “loved one” has cheated you, but feeling no use to strive any longer in life. Relationships have gotten awfully dull, some thinking it won’t even last for the time spent together. A person, not just a girl & not just a boy, but a person can be in so much agony & torment to a point where their life is insignificant. Emptiness has filled their mind, and their wishing not to think because if so happens, they would only think about their heartache. Could you imagine that? waking up and thinking that there is absolutely no reason to stay alive anymore? As this mental illness slowly kills this person of who they are inside and as it’s depriving them from seeing a remarkable life, it hurts, not just them but the people who care about them. Realize what you do to yourself as well to others. Understand what you’re doing, and be considerate of how it would affect them. You never know how much pain someone could be in.